1. |
N.c.A.
03:51
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Dream is the mirror
See yourself in the universe of endless nightmare
Make no mistake
When you grow older
One day
Youll never leave this place
Hammer hits the anvil
fucked up brain
Being forged
still think while I sink
I Can hurt anyone
Instead hurting myself
You all stick to the plan
Of driving me fucking insane
Scratching sides of my brain
With a knife or a pen
Leaving traces that resemble
Your laughing fuckfaces
Secretely engaged to death
Stressed to the point
At which rest
Is only related with
Being breathless
Does not matter
If I die in one piece
disfigured or dismembered
Figured out
Already
All dead bodies
equally cold
They equally rot
Does not matter
The bodybag
eager to comfort
Your remains
like mother
Silence can never be achieved
So Dont bother
With hearts around still beating
Your mother - the bodybag
Your father - fresh grave
Brothers and sisters
Holding each other hands
At your wedding
Oh what a beautiful picture
Secretely engaged to death
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2. |
The Hard Suit
03:29
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ListenListenListen
All i can hear snakes hissing
They fancy some french kissing
Always missing Lips for my heart
I was told not to mistake coiling
for hugging
Never been any good
At snake charming
Cannot deny the fact
feel poisoned
still let it slither inside
Felling fine inbetween
My fucking insides
Lost among lost that are lost among lost ones
grieve about losses
Sniffing dust
Of the surface ur coffins
Death welcomes back
All her offsprings
Face the facts
Death never allowed
To leave
This side of my face
Reflects all the side effects
Of being messed up
tied to bed
Fed up
tryin again
wake up
Everything
just a dream
Badtripping
Can not forget it
swallowed a dozen of pills
Ease this shit
Im in the hard suit
Im the fucking shit
Why
No place for an option
Just die
With neither feeling sad
Nor with knowing
You lost it
You lost it you lost it
While others keep trying
Struggling against
Constantly regretting
Not giving up
And lying dead
Dead among living
dreaming of being dead
Fuck
Fuck all of you
Im just kidding
Not part of the plan
No self rebuilding
No mending
Not part of my rehab
Treating bloody cuts
By adding new ones
Not feeling it
Trapped in a fucking deathtrance
I even took karate classes motherfucker
One hundred points
To fuck you up
Right now mfucker
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3. |
Hellish
03:24
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I set my house on fire
Just to watch my mom crying
Watch how it ignites
Reaping night apart
Come gather townfolk
Calm down my mommy
And comfort her
Comfort her
Comfort her
Kiss her lips
Grab her hands
Lick her tears
Eat her fucking fears
Whisper in her ear the truth
About my nature
And my fang for tooth
About the features
Like the horns and hoofs
About what the fuck i really am
Dear mother
Id rather vomit on the cross
That you hold on your breasts
Than confess im the worst
God never was the one
To judge
Who is worth or not
God never fucked you hard
With passion like my father did
What you are praying for
Dark clouds are gathering
The storm approaches
The fire will go out
You are surrounded
By sound of the swarming prayers
Only to witness
Black charred ruins of my heart
Your prayers are heard
Are you satisfied with
What you see
They all are leaving now
You are alone by yourself
Around this fucking mess
wooden limbs
Already stink with death
And now i come here to confess
The blind ones
The deaf ones
Hold his hand
Never mind the heat
He will lead to a place
Where passion and grace
Live side by side with your sins
The sky is clear
No living pressence
No signs of fire
among the ruins
You are alone
Nobody to comfort your flesh and soul
Drowning in silence
Theres nothing left at all
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4. |
Ashly
03:26
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Ashly
Ashly
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you see
Are you satisfied
With me
Standing
On my fucking knees
Like this
Why wont you
Tell me
I wanna know it
please
Ashly
Ashly
Always late
At class
All dudes
Would die
If they could eat her ass
She not a goth bitch
She got some godly features
Bags under eyes
Partied whole night
They realise
Likely still high
Highheels hit the floor
talking stops
Once Ashly at the door
The rotten cake
My eyes taste
Always craving for more
Silent but not dead
Fed up with her head
Funeral fashion
Passion for drugs
Be it geek or thug
One look get you trapped
Ashly why wont you stop
Is that an angel
Or a Demonic thot
Grabing me by my fucking throat
Youre driving me mad
Baby, what you just said
Was it mascara
Or massacre
Can I suck on
Your fingertips
If not
Im gonna cut
All of my
Fucking limbs
Her drylips
Murmuring
Kill if you want simple a kiss
If that is what my lady wants
Ill murder every single one
What would you like
Old fashioned gun
Or knife or and axe
Or none
My bare hands are ready
It can all be done
Just whisper that you want em dead
Just whisper that you want em all dead
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5. |
Rabies
02:16
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I cant live
The rest of my life
With these thoughts
Growing deeply inside
This leash tearing through my neck
Yet I don't give a damn fuck
Bullets fly under pressure
textures of my shaking hands
Cracking bones
Wrecking edges
Violence on the edge
Ive been preparing for ages
Without knowing i did
This world just likes to watch
You lose the shit
Once the leash is loosen
Somebody is gonna pay for it
I tend to think murder answers
I tend to not think at all
Does taking somebody's life
Make you lifless at all?
Im just a rabid dog
Im just a rabid dog
So fucking put me down
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6. |
Lil Haxan
02:38
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Oh the night is long
seems like
This neverending
Nightmare
About to come to an end
Unless im wrong
As always
Ive Been here before
The razor blade
Dictates me
What to do
It hungers for my blood
Like a pack of wolves
Fuck
The blood runs hot
Reflection
Trembling
This feeling craves to be
Eternal
So sorry
One more trace
Scarred on
My lonesome heart
Another scar
Another curse to spit
Mistakes were made
Sums up my whole existance
Starving for pain
Hunger is irresistable
Should i be digging grave
Or reaching for the highground
Fucking up everything
My inner beatdown
Comes around
The blood runs fast
So every single drop will count
Filling up the the veil
In which i wish to fckn drown
Name one reason
Name one reason
Not to fucking hate myself
Name one reason
Name one reason
Not to fucking hate myself
Ill cut it right into
My forehead
Sticks snd stones
Will never break my
Fucking bones
Gonna
Cut my self in pieces
Jigsaw
Frankie fix this
Jesus
Please
Im teasing
Press
With hints of
Falling apart
No ribcage
Just opened heart
Come stab it
Bleeding
True
Attention slut
Yeah
Would sell my fam
For a little piece of
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